As I sit here this morning..my sisters are on there last day of school and my mother on the last day of work,b/c they are moving to Ga. They have been living with me a year. During that year I have loved the company and hated the fights. It got on my freaking nerves when they didn't put things back where they belong and left there shit all over the pace. Spending more money then I wanted. Telling myself, I couldn't wait for my space back. Planing in my head the better uses I could do with it. Well after a year and it has finally come down to the finally days of them being here.. I wondered to myself...Just what am I going to DO with all that space.2 extra rooms and empty bookcases etc. I have nothing to fill it. I thought to myself.. Man why did I bitch SO much? Was it because it just wasn't clean OR I just wanted my way ? Was it the stress of all those ppl invading my house? I love my family...I just like my space too.. So I thought to myself again.. Am I just a really big bitch.. I had suddenly really confused myself. Now, In my head i have swirling thoughts of weather I am a good person or not...Truly and honestly a god person... hmmmm I guess i will have to get back to you on that...
Thanks for letting me vent..
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