Saturday, September 19, 2009

The POWER of a game..

OK, I will say this very honestly.. I am addicted to games, almost any game will suck me in. I'm not much for the sports games..but fantasy, fighting adventure and skill..will have me glued to the game in till I beat it or I am so tired I can't stay awake. Just what powers this need for me to play and play and PLAY.. You tell me, for I do not know. I just know that, when I get up, I have to press that evil little power button and play.. My poor son it 3 yrs old and is almost addicted as me! Is that bad. I don't know either, but I do know that we love to play and boy do we play. Our hours are filled with good job mommy and you got him mommy..Mommy right there hes hiding...OR if hes playing: Draven get him. he going to hide..Draven the purple button NOT the green...LOL my husband thinks we crazy..I might have to agree. We have fun together and isn't that the point? To have fun? I do at least know that. Of course we do other things, Like going outside, walking at the park, camping if we can,art and crafts etc. but we love to play the most..Where always on a look out for new and exciting games..if you know one we please tell me.
thanks

Thursday, September 17, 2009

feeling better..

OK, During the last blog, I was stressed out and I'm sorry. ha ha I am doing good. my mother and sisters are safely in GA.and I have regained my space and I love it. I have put things where it belonged and I cleaned. Now I am just sitting back and relaxing and playing with my son. I know I will miss them, but everyone needs there own space. Its good for you, especially if you have a family of your own. Other wise it just complicates things. If your reading this and you live with your family or the other ways around and your saying..whatever its great here! YOUR in denial...I can understand if it was Ur grams or something..but otherwise..it just causes big problems! Alight, I got that out and now I need to return to my school books and see if I can get my brain to cooperate and study..just one of those days I guess.


Kittie

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Regaining space..

As I sit here this morning..my sisters are on there last day of school and my mother on the last day of work,b/c they are moving to Ga. They have been living with me a year. During that year I have loved the company and hated the fights. It got on my freaking nerves when they didn't put things back where they belong and left there shit all over the pace. Spending more money then I wanted. Telling myself, I couldn't wait for my space back. Planing in my head the better uses I could do with it. Well after a year and it has finally come down to the finally days of them being here.. I wondered to myself...Just what am I going to DO with all that space.2 extra rooms and empty bookcases etc. I have nothing to fill it. I thought to myself.. Man why did I bitch SO much? Was it because it just wasn't clean OR I just wanted my way ? Was it the stress of all those ppl invading my house? I love my family...I just like my space too.. So I thought to myself again.. Am I just a really big bitch.. I had suddenly really confused myself. Now, In my head i have swirling thoughts of weather I am a good person or not...Truly and honestly a god person... hmmmm I guess i will have to get back to you on that...

Thanks for letting me vent..